Post by ValNbruno on May 24, 2018 20:04:11 GMT
It’s been 2 weeks . I’ve never gone longer than a few days without talking to him. Reality is hitting and it’s getting harder. I feel guilty like I could have magically made the cancer go away. I thought he would live forever . We found out in September that he had a year left . We didn’t really think he was really going to die . I feel like is sad too I feel like I let him down . I’m having a very hard time with this. Our son is 11 years old . He is confused and heartbroken . It makes my heart break 2 times fold. We love you and miss you Ballz!!! ( Ballz is the nickname I gave him a few years ago cause of his attitude he was ballsy but the biggest heart)
