Post by dee on Jan 7, 2019 21:37:33 GMT
I have lost my husband of 30 years. After the first few days, all I feel is numb. I am the sole supporter of my family. My son is not dealing well. I am just numb. I am the only one who is doing anything to get things back to normal, or as normal as possible.
Arvil passed on Christmas eve. He had been in the hospital since Thanksgiving. He was on life support. My siblings and I are not close.
I get the feeling that people expect me to be crying all the time, but I can't do that. There are things that need done and I am the only one who does them. I have a plan, after everything is said and done I am planning on getting a motel room for a night or two and see if I can let it all out.
Arvil passed on Christmas eve. He had been in the hospital since Thanksgiving. He was on life support. My siblings and I are not close.
I get the feeling that people expect me to be crying all the time, but I can't do that. There are things that need done and I am the only one who does them. I have a plan, after everything is said and done I am planning on getting a motel room for a night or two and see if I can let it all out.
